Mental Health · Motivation

Holding On

It's like I was born with a broken heart. Everything I touch shatters into pieces, With every breath I take, I come apart, Almost has if I wasn't meant to live this life, Like I am trapped in the worst matrix, Even hell could be better than this, For the walls keep caving in on… Continue reading Holding On


I Gave You All Of Me

I gave you all of me My endless time of infinity When you promised me forever Yet all you gave was your excuses I gave you all of me My innocence of pure love When you promised no harm Yet all you gave was pain I gave you all of me The warmth of my… Continue reading I Gave You All Of Me

Depression · suicide note

I’m Not Going To Cry…

I'm not going to cry I deserved it, I deserved it The endless pain and misery Who am I to be free? I'm not going to cry I caused it, I caused it The hatred and the loneliness Who am I to be loved? I'm not going to cry I forced it,I forced it To… Continue reading I’m Not Going To Cry…

Mental Health · suicide note

Accepting My Pain

Dear April,I thought I could be the person I was meant to be but life is so hard.And it so cruel. I do not know what I did to deserve all this pain and suffering. Every day when I wake up, I have to drag my self out of bed because I'd rather sleep forever.… Continue reading Accepting My Pain


Journey Of My Heart

Like a memory my heart became It was never the same Born with so much scars in my faith Tears were all I could share in life Love was always hidden in my view Yet it manage to break me apart I grew stronger in time But in time I become weaker My soul couldn't… Continue reading Journey Of My Heart


To Love…

To love means to be pure Having the center to be like nature Or having the Courage like water Just having a drive like peace To love means to be selfless Giving without acknowledgement Caring with no expectations Breaking with no concern To love means to be a fool In the eyes of the beloved… Continue reading To Love…


Words Vs Feelings

I said I am not going to cry With tears in my eyes Flawing hard like someone died It felt like my heart did I said he is not worth it Yet I need him more So how do I let it go It felt like I crashed my soul I said it's okay,It'll pass… Continue reading Words Vs Feelings

Gucc! · love


It's sad to say goodbye I promise I'd never cry It hurts what I feel inside And it's beyond my pride So I let the tear fall down my eye As I look up to the sky Wondering if you feel my pain For what I lost has no gain You took my heart with… Continue reading Bereft


Time To Let Go

It's time to grow up I've been messed up a lot For I refused to let you go Was afraid to be left alone But you've played with my mind While wounding my heart And breaking my trust Now I am scared to love I've watched you walk out Came back and fuck me around… Continue reading Time To Let Go


Never Letting Go

Why do I stay when I want to go? Is it because I have hope? Or maybe it is because I don't want to be alone. I stay and all I do is complain. Complain that I might be going insane. Insane of the thought that it might be my fault. But who is to… Continue reading Never Letting Go