When the warmth fade away And there is no reason to stay Even when he does good Can’t help but let go of the loop For once you truly understand your worth For you’ve been giving your all For Someone that’s capable of letting you fall After showing so much love and passion Yet lies at every occasion Making you feel stupid and dumb Forgetting that there will come a time When you finally open your eyes And wipe the tears of all your cries And then realize… That love is like a mortal Imperfect and fragile A battle field I failed to win Heartbreak I could have seen Yet charm fooled my soul Til in your arms I felt so cold And mouth left with no words to say
Why do I stay when I want to go? Is it because I have hope? Or maybe it is because I don’t want to be alone. I stay and all I do is complain. Complain that I might be going insane. Insane of the thought that it might be my fault. But who is to blame? Is it me or is it him? Neither one of us will go. Although we know we must go, All we do is ignore the pain Of all the words we exchange. I know I must go, but I don’t know. If I go, I will be alone. But why do I stay? Only to hear him say, “You’re to blame for all my unhappiness and pain.” I know I’m not to blame for the choices he has made. So I stay, hoping he will grow, Grow in love and be consoled knowing I will never go.
Widows vibrated to the cold breeze Freezing the walls till they sweat I felt my heart on my chest As I held you near with passion Sensed a smell so different all of a sudden A scent I can’t recognize yet familiar So I asked innocently for conformation Thats When you turned your back on me with anger But the scent of the girl brought fear Of lose and betrayal Till I ran back to the past for comfort His words brought me joy and security A long lost spark that I fail to resist But his voice I recognized as pain Now I’m back to square one A place I never wanted to be Yet I seem to always be Guess this is where I belong Back to the past.
I lay awoke to the white morning With tears flowing like cloudy sky Heart breaking so loud like thunder I felt my body melting away And my soul turning into ashes My spirit dematerialize My memory turned into pain And you faded away like magic The morning sun ray stole your smile The ray light encouraged my depression And it reminded me that pain is real Even when love is there to take care It cannot heal the wounds deep inside So I held my breathe till forever To die instantly on the white morning.
Your voice broke my shell, I couldn’t hide Touch melted my sorrow, I couldn’t cry Your passion destroyed my soul, I couldn’t write Your kiss removed my mask, I couldn’t smile Your promises brough the sun, I couldn’t see Nose sniffed away my pain, I couldn’t feel Your lies consumed my brain, I couldn’t trust For your eyes showed me LOVE, I couldn’t keep.