Feel like the worst girlfriend With all this pain in my heart Preventing me to feel loved Feel like the worst girlfriend With depression in my mind Preventing me to let go Feel like the worst girlfriend With anxiety consuming my breath Preventing me to live my life Feel like the worst girlfriend With all the hurt in my soul Preventing me to trust the one I love Feel like the worst girlfriend With all the abandonment in my life Preventing me to believe his not here to stay Feel like the worst girlfriend With all the insecurities from my past Provoking me to be territorial Feel like the worst girlfriend Maybe because I know his got no love Playing me is what he seem to be doing Feel like the worst girlfriend For I LOVE HIM so much He makes me happy and sad, it just hurt. ©Kitty Minaj
Dear Golden August I come to you with a broken heart No, I mean a broken soul, For I have a lover with a purest heart Yet my depression’s trying to tear us apart I plead to please let me heal Be kind and restore my sorrow Make me whole and refill my happiness For in a few days I will be getting older And my dreams are slowing fading away So let me fulfill my goals And honor my passion I have so much potential That is as gold as you, August And now it hurts to give up For I am a Leo, a lion Born to lead and with strength Witness is not in my blood So let me face my demon with pride For gold is meant to shine And I am not meant to break down Even with these baggage in my chest I will try and deal with my pain This is my special golden month An opportunity to strive With positivity and hard work A boss lady to became For I am golden Worthy and strong Just like you August So dear, GOLDEN AUGUST PLEASE GIVE ME A CHANCE. Truly golden KITTY MINAJ ©Kitty Minaj
I know sometimes when you look in the mirror
You don’t like what you see;
The Pain weighing on you,
A broken soul struggling to breath,
And your own flesh dying on you
Because I know sometimes
The world can seem so blurry
And the struggles won’t seem to end
And all you can do is break down and scream your lungs out while asking why.
Why is the silence so loud?
Why is the room so empty?
Why is my faith so distant?
Trust me…it’s okay
And I know that it doesn’t feel okay
In fact it feels like it’ll never be okay
But if you let your self cry
Drain everything away
So you can finally see clear
That love is all you need
Therefore you’ll learn to look at the mirror with love
No matter how hard life gets
Or how broken the mirror is
Believe me, a smile will always reflect on you
And life will be worth living
For you’ll learn to honor your pain
And that it’s part of growth
And accept your flaws
While allowing imperfection to take it’s course
And finally find the purpose to love yourself.
Hello, Dear August
My first friend that i trust
You’re loyal yet full of dust
The beginning of my new year, right?
Growth and change is a must
For it’s my birthday month
Good or bad, I shall readjust
Even without planning a huge bust
My day will be full of joy and blast
For me and everyone i love and lust
Though i know the moment might not last
I’ll still be grateful with all my heart
Bless my dreams and goal, oh dear August
And blocked the tears that are about to burst
Be gentle with me, please August.
My Dear August