Depression · suicide note

I’m Not Going To Cry…

I'm not going to cry I deserved it, I deserved it The endless pain and misery Who am I to be free? I'm not going to cry I caused it, I caused it The hatred and the loneliness Who am I to be loved? I'm not going to cry I forced it,I forced it To… Continue reading I’m Not Going To Cry…

Depression · Mental Health

Birthday Dilemma

Dear Birthday I can see the candlesBut I am not ready to age My life's been out of touchA series of disappointments and painA movie of mental health strugglesA battle to live vs to die A jungle of endless sorrows,A birthday is a day for happiness How can I be happy when my world's on… Continue reading Birthday Dilemma

Poetry · Writing

Oh My August

Oh my AugustRise up from the dustClear the dark skiesAnd hear all my criesOh my AugustLook around, I am rustRescue me and shine my lifeSteal away the internal strifeOh my August Who can I trust?When I am in pain and hurtFor the world is immune to my shout or blurtOh my August Unchain me from… Continue reading Oh My August

Gucc! · love · Poetry

Worst Girlfriend

Feel like the worst girlfriend With all this pain in my heart Preventing me to feel loved Feel like the worst girlfriend With depression in my mind Preventing me to let go Feel like the worst girlfriend With anxiety consuming my breath Preventing me to live my life Feel like the worst girlfriend With all… Continue reading Worst Girlfriend

Mental Health · Motivation · Writing

Golden August

Dear Golden August I come to you with a broken heart No, I mean a broken soul, For I have a lover with a purest heart Yet my depression’s trying to tear us apart I plead to please let me heal Be kind and restore my sorrow Make me whole and refill my happiness For… Continue reading Golden August

Depression · Motivation · Sometimes · suicide note · The mask · Writing

Reflective Consciousness

I know sometimes when you look in the mirror You don't like what you see; The Pain weighing on you, A broken soul struggling to breath, And your own flesh dying on you Because I know sometimes The world can seem so blurry And the struggles won't seem to end And all you can do… Continue reading Reflective Consciousness

Poetry · The mask · Writing

Hello August

Hello, Dear August My first friend that i trust You're loyal yet full of dust The beginning of my new year, right? Growth and change is a must For it's my birthday month Good or bad, I shall readjust Even without planning a huge bust My day will be full of joy and blast For… Continue reading Hello August