Poetry · Writing

Oh My August

Oh my AugustRise up from the dustClear the dark skiesAnd hear all my criesOh my AugustLook around, I am rustRescue me and shine my lifeSteal away the internal strifeOh my August Who can I trust?When I am in pain and hurtFor the world is immune to my shout or blurtOh my August Unchain me from… Continue reading Oh My August

Mental Health

Alone In July

Alone in JulyOh,how I wish I could dieWrapped my self in these blanketFor the cold of loneliness has occupied my spaceIt froze my bleeding heartCausing it to hurt my chest,Numb my body becameYet my inside felt so much painLike a million needles inside,Oh, how I wish I could screamBut what's the point when no one… Continue reading Alone In July

Depression · Mental Health

Migraine

Like a devil torturing my skull With a hammer banging my left side Feeling every pain run through my head Causing the blurriness of my eyes And the tasteless of my tongue Enabled the feeling of vomiting My face felt so numb Yet the discomfort of my tears couldn't be ignored When my heart broke… Continue reading Migraine

Mental Health

Emptiness Warm My Heart

Emptiness warm my heart Fill my soul with self-love And a free-spirited vibe To restore what's broken inside Emptiness warm my heart I have been ripped apart Tortured and abused by life That's why I am broken inside Emptiness warm my heart Steal away the trauma in my brain That enabled the smile to fade… Continue reading Emptiness Warm My Heart

Depression · Mental Health

Falling Apart

I woke up with a smile Even though I couldn't breath I managed to get up When my chest was weighing on me The bath tub filled up with tears Because I couldn't hold back the pain The stranger in the mirror reflecting on me Couldn't comfort my grieving soul When the mask trembled down… Continue reading Falling Apart

Depression · Mental Health

June Stress

Dear June,I woke up with my head blocked outAnd my eyes swollen from tearsMy heart worn out from all the painBlood boiling cold numbing my skinEnabling all the emotions backThe questions of 'what if?' But mostly 'why?'Crumble deep inside my bonesWith the fear of the futureLurking in the depth of my spineThe pain of tomorrow… Continue reading June Stress

Mental Health · Writing

Writer’s Block Dilemma

I want to write again For my chest is filled with sorrow Burning and blocking my breathe Yet this pen cannot express I want to write again All these emotions are hurting me And the stress I cannot run away from For this pen cannot express I want to write again When these thoughts fill… Continue reading Writer’s Block Dilemma

Depression · Mental Health · suicide note

Merge Me, May

I am falling apart With these scars in my heart And my knees on the ground My head smashed on the floor Trying to understand my flaws Yet struggling to subtain my breath Was I really meant to be alive? When death mock me and life hurt me How do I really numb the pain?… Continue reading Merge Me, May

Depression

BOOK SALE

How To Smile When You're Dying Inside We all have that one day, were you can not even if you try, share a smile. A day so blurry that we struggle to face, struggle to avoid and it lurks in deep that it kills the only muscle that brightens a day. So what do you… Continue reading BOOK SALE

Depression

Best Friend

Like a lightning ray clamming from afarI wished for a shooting starA wish that could redeem my heartA soul that could save my lifeAn extra breath that could warm my skinA truest life that consume my lonelinessBut like a star it's out of my reachA distant faith I longed to have But a cursed soul I… Continue reading Best Friend