Dear Heart, I’m tired
Of your doleful moments
Never a flash-back of happiness
Promising me that my life will always be dole
Dear Heart, I’m tired
Of you aching every time he leaves
Climbing he’ll never come back
For he never loved me
Dear Heart, I’m tired
Of the anxiety attacks
Why should I suffer when I breathe
Am I not meant to be alive?
Dear Heart, I’m tired
Of all my never ending sorrow
The wounds I can’t let go of
Seems to get worse with time
Dear Heart, I’m tired
Of wearing this mask
Because it hurt when I smile
For now it seem to be heavier than before
Dear Heart, I’m tired
of life’s cruelty
The endless beating of nature
The infidelity of faith
Dear Heart, I’m tired
Of all the pain I face
Each day and night it hurts
To be alive and watch you break
Dear Heart, I’m tired
Of the overflowing tears
The blood red swollen eyes
The draught that won’t seem to dry
Dear Heart, I’m tired
Of being tired all the time
Please help and numb the pain
Or just stop beating, so I can rest.