Widows vibrated to the cold breeze Freezing the walls till they sweat I felt my heart on my chest As I held you near with passion Sensed a smell so different all of a sudden A scent I can’t recognize yet familiar So I asked innocently for conformation Thats When you turned your back on me with anger But the scent of the girl brought fear Of lose and betrayal Till I ran back to the past for comfort His words brought me joy and security A long lost spark that I fail to resist But his voice I recognized as pain Now I’m back to square one A place I never wanted to be Yet I seem to always be Guess this is where I belong Back to the past.
Your voice broke my shell, I couldn’t hide Touch melted my sorrow, I couldn’t cry Your passion destroyed my soul, I couldn’t write Your kiss removed my mask, I couldn’t smile Your promises brough the sun, I couldn’t see Nose sniffed away my pain, I couldn’t feel Your lies consumed my brain, I couldn’t trust For your eyes showed me LOVE, I couldn’t keep.
Poor little me A young girl lost in a big world Of lust and heart break Trying to find the true meaning of love In a Casanova’s arms Which are warm and tender Yet his dangerous and mean But his eyes are promising Confusing my heart with his touch Blinding my eyes with his charm And distroying my mind with his words I Love you He always says but act different I Love you more I always reply and Thats no lie And truth is I loved only him Even forgot to love me too. I though if he loved me what was a point of self love Till he left me broken on the cold floor With mirrors reflecting on me But I couldn’t see my own image For I had no love for myself For a while, I learned How not to love myself When I loved a boy.
What is Love?? Is it the shade of red in a heart The blood flow in my vains The unstoppable beat of my heart The nervous flow when we touch Or is it the the way you look at me? Irristible feeling of your lust Is it the darkness of a broken heart The grumbling tears of the falling sky A peace of a sobing rose The grave of what could’ve been Or the memories of what we had, Reminding us of a spark of true love For i am for you And you are for her The instability of a relation Cause the most undeniable storms The silence of a dying love
Black roses on the floor With a scent of confusion And your blood leading me to you Assuring me of safety Reminding me of infatuation For i fail to let go Of your dark shaded love And your irresistible desire That fills me with so much devotion And undeniable endearment Your lust i can not bear But you touch fill me whole And i know i am blessed To have you by my side And grateful eve For This dark shade Of Love
Baby! I love you… You’re my sweetheart My affection for you controls my heartbeat, I want to be with you for the rest of my life. This feeling is coming from the bottom of my heart and it’s precisely my feelings for You. And thank You for helping me see the unique beauty in imperfection, You have shown me the true meaning of love, That love is a verb, it’s something you do Not just something to be said Babe I want to spend my forever with you And no matter how far life separates us no one will love you like I do For my life is infinity and pure.