Alone In July

Alone in July
Oh,how I wish I could die
Wrapped my self in these blanket
For the cold of loneliness has occupied my space
It froze my bleeding heart
Causing it to hurt my chest,
Numb my body became
Yet my inside felt so much pain
Like a million needles inside,
Oh, how I wish I could scream
But what's the point when no one can hear?
For even the the demons are no where
My soul is not just broken but demolished
With no one to love, no one to care
Alone with this pain and wounds that won't heal
Surrounded by depression, trauma filled my aching head
Abandon by anxiety to migraine hell
A place of sickness and torture
Helpless as I realize I am truly alone
Dead I feel yet I am still breathing,
Alone in July

©Kitty Minaj


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