Depression · suicide note

Mirror On The Floor

Mirror, mirror on the floor
No one’s knocking on my door
So you held me when I fall
Even though I am the saddest of them all
For I have been damaged since childhood
I am older now but nothings good
My world is falling apart
Tryna fix it but don’t know where to start
Fact is that depresses me all the time
And to breathe sometimes feels like a crime
Basically, it’s just hard to be alive
Wish I can pause everything and take five
Because no matter what I don’t want to die
But it hurts so bad that’s no lie
So how do I let go of the pain inside?
Can’t seem to run away from nor hide
But cry to the mirror on the floor.

©Kitty Minaj

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