Depression · suicide note · Writing

New Year Resentment

00:00 striked like thunder
When the calander changed like magic
Hearing all the excitement
All the fireworkes and joy
Brought nothing but tears to me
My heart was aching
For i was still alive in 2020
When all i wanted was to die
Didn’t want to see this day
For 2019 brought nothing but pain
So much pain and misery
So i lay in bed and cried
So hard that my eyes become swollen
Then i said to myself,
‘ It’s too late to die’
I took a deep breath
And put my resentment aside
I am ready to live in 2020

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