It’s crazy how when i open my eyes,
And you’re not there
I could say, “I hate you!”
For your ignorance that cuts deeper
And your absence that wounds so badly
Being distant breaks my heart
And your lust tears me apart.
But it’s different when i close my eyes
I can feel you near yet you’re far
My heart screaming, “I love you”
When memories gives me chills of happiness
As your love runs through my vains
And the reminder of your smile fills my heart
Indescribable Feeling that can’t be denied
Reminds me that i love you more than i hate you.