What Does Tomorrow Bring??

What does tomorrow bring for me?
Laying dead in my bed
Feeling numb with endless tears
Asking the same question over and over

What does tomorrow bring for me?
A predictable day like today
With no excitement nor joy
But frowny faces and scars

What does tomorrow bring for me?
Another day of endless pain
Unsettling sorrow?
And a broken soul searching for light

What does tomorrow bring for me?
A human to break me even more
Or take away another loved one
To the point that I’m left truly alone

What does tomorrow bring for me?
A weak heart struggle to breath
And a loss of strenght
With a mindset on death

What does tomorrow bring for me?
When today is worst than yesterday
When every minutes the pain gets stronger
And every second feels like hell

What does tomorrow bring for me?
Another misery i can’t bare
Another torture i can’t ran away from
And more tears til there are no tears left

What does tomorrow bring for me?
When you know tomorrow won’t be better but worse
As the rope gets tighter around my neck
I know i don’t have to worry about what tomorrow brings