love · Sometimes · Writing

I Don’t Know

I never understood the saying that goes, ‘so near yet so far’ until i fall inlove with a player
Looking in his eyes,
i can see so much love.
But his actions always breaks my heart.
Treating me so bad yet making me so happy.
I know without him, I’ll be better.
But i know i can’t let him go cause he makes me better.
So i lay in his cold arms.
Resting my heart on his tattoo of my name on his chest.
Feeling his vibe elsewhere
And his mind on another girl.
His heart beat brought tears to my face
How could the one i love put me in so much pain?
I don’t know what i did wrong
I don’t know why he has to replace me everytime
I don’t know why i keep putting up with his bullshit
I don’t know why im still with him
because i dont know if he loves me or not
I don’t know if I’m his main chick for real
I don’t know what tomorrow brings for us
I don’t know if we’d still be together. Maybe i do know that because we refuse to let go
I don’t know why he doesn’t want to set me free
I just don’t know, I really don’t know.
I don’t even know what’s going on between us
Are we growing or falling apart
I don’t know.
I’ll never know how he feels about me.
And i know I’d probably not believe him even when he tells me because he broke my heart and ditched my trust.
But i know I love him, more than anything in the world.
I know inifinity doesn’t exist without him
And as much as I’m not proud to say this but i know i will forever be by his side even when he breaks all my bones.
For my love for him is really pure
I don’t know why.

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