Pain Of Love

It hurts to be alive
Everyday i dive in deep
Suffocating in my own breath
With no one to run too
But the music that is getting so loud
And every lyrics so depressing
Making my heart ache
As i reach out to my soul
For love is distant
I’m drowning in his arms
Pleading for his care
But he abused me with his lust.
Naked on the floor,
I watch him walk away
Reminding me that I’m worthless
Broken mirror,
Tears came like rain
WHY?!!
I cried to the moon
Only death responded
And now,
Suicide came to save me.

©Kitty Minaj